February 7, 2009
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Thoughts.
There is much less work this semester compared to the previous. Ideally, I should be having less stress, more sleep, and more cuteness. However, four short weeks into this semester has already made me feel like I have been drilling for a whole long year. My mind has convoluted even more than it already had. My smiles are not as genuine as they used to be. And it has gotten a lot harder to build up that positive atmosphere and bring laughter to people around me.
Sometimes, I feel like I want to quit, once and for all. Good thing is that I am still me and there’s still that push within that tells me I am very lucky to be where I am, what I am, and who I am.
I guess, after all, all I have to do is fulfill my promises and let things flow their own way.
Saw a quote from a friend, just something to ponder upon:
“Happiness is not having what you want, but wanting what you have.”
